Sarskia

Suicide pact:FAILED

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Silence taught me how to feel by Sarskia, literature

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Silence taught me how to feel

I want to get away. Never before has it been easier to reach for a knife, a bottle of booze or a rattle of pills. You used to be my saviour, my silence and my saint. You fought away my fears, you wiped away my tears. Your touch made me quiver, your kiss made me fly, your eyes saw beneath my lies, rught dwn t my painful core. I know exactly where my knife is, hiden amongst my pens. I don't know where you are, you made sure of that. It seems so easy, to cut, slash, tear. How we felt used to be simple. I couldn't wait to see you, you couldn't wait to see her. My scars scarred our relationship. Whith every gash I chipped away at the so called not

Betrayal by Sarskia, literature

Runaway by Sarskia, literature

Unknown cause by Sarskia, literature

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Unknown cause

The crying night weeping - over the midnight stars sighing and the sunset laughing at me your smile ablaze my heart cries for you my soul seeks your refrain my smile lost in your lies your truth never seen your eyes smile with the sun your lies over-threw me set me off course you threw me aside I picked myself up shook the pain away i'm learning to live without you I need my fix if only for today

Screaming by Sarskia, literature

Gifts of the memory by Sarskia, literature

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Gifts of the memory

The memories are to painful, as I sit In Dalaran bank. I hated when you gave me them, I hated it more when you wouldn't take them back. I sold the staff you gave me, Destroyed the trinket that I loved. I burned the robes you brought me, I forgot that feeling you gave me, The tingling in my neck, The numbness as an aura, that now paints me black The smiles are only half hearted, only I will know the truth. I loved you even when you said you didn't Maybe it's foolish, but it was love.

Roses by Sarskia, literature

Sartharion by Sarskia, literature

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Sartharion

Hot magma seeped into the blackening rock. His tendrils were waving in the motion of his body and his armour seemed so shinny in the red glare of the simmering liquid. He thought that was his purpose, his duty to defend Dragonblight from such evil. He knew that no matter what he did he would take care of this evil being that plagued him and others like him. He was alone, no companion at his side, he preferred it that way, no voice telling him what to do. He had no real experience in killing away from his masters, before now he had always had a trained master at his side. He was only here as he was trying to prove himself, prove himself to the

Love, the four letter sin by Sarskia, literature

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Love, the four letter sin

Look, before I go I want u to know something, I love you! And I can't sit here waiting until something feels right, because if you don't know I Love you then you will. I waited once and everyday was heart shattering. When that wait was over you made me a promise to never break my heart and right now it's shattering, but I love you with every shattered bit. You were the person that I looked forward to talking to. You were the only person that knew me for me and seemed to love me all the same. Cos when I was talking to you I knew you would never judge me for being myself and that if why I never want to lose you. Why for once I allowed myself to

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Silence taught me how to feel by Sarskia, literature

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Silence taught me how to feel

Betrayal by Sarskia, literature

Runaway by Sarskia, literature

Unknown cause by Sarskia, literature

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Unknown cause

Screaming by Sarskia, literature

Gifts of the memory by Sarskia, literature

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Gifts of the memory

Roses by Sarskia, literature

Sartharion by Sarskia, literature

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Sartharion

Love, the four letter sin by Sarskia, literature

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Love, the four letter sin

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Goodbye by eclipsed507, literature

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Goodbye

I've got an empty bottle for every day you didn't seem to care And I've got 2 more for every day you were wishing I was there What good is a message in a bottle that doesn't seem to float Will I still be waiting for you when someday calls tomorrow home? The storm lies in an empty sky and the sun lies in eclipse And silently the world watches the calm apocalypse Now I'm standing in the cold rain as it washes you away Hoping I'm immortal because forever ends today I know the worst is yet to come, and I know I'll have to fight I know sometimes it's just time to say a long goodbye But it's high time I found another way, it's high time I

Falling by thepunkfromkenowhere, literature

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Falling

I'm falling soo hard I hit the ground with a sickening THUD I can't get you out of my mind I probably never will Not that I don't want to move on But at the same time I don't I still remember everything Like we only met just yesterday And I am sad because it's over And I still love I love you more now than I ever have Because we tend to want what we know we can't have I had you once I held you tight Wrapped you in my arms But now you're gone And I'm cold at night Without someone to keep me warm I miss how it used to be And I see things differently I know I hurt you bad And if there is ever going to be a chance For an

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Feb 24
United Kingdom
Deviant for 14 years
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I am a geek who lives on her computer. I recently found I have 3 days worth of music on my laptop and enough books to start a library :D A lot of my writing is the smushy emotion stuff. I can't do poetry, so humor me a bit! but ye, that's it really......

.....stop reading now!........

..I mean it!..

Current Residence: My minds eye
Favourite genre of music: Rock/punk/emo/alternative
Favourite style of art: arts
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: The 1 I have-anything but an Ipod
Favourite cartoon character: has 2 be Captian Pugwash, I know, I know, but its true :D
Personal Quote: soul of a poet, fire of a bullet, she don't love you no more, she's in love with a motive

Favourite Movies

erm......

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Hawthorne heights

Favourite Writers

Miss. Utton Greatest friend EVER

Favourite Games

World of Warcraft, sims

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC?

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My mind, emotions and heartstrings

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Music, WoW, life

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Sarskia

Jul 10, 2010

happy isnt all its cracked up to be

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From the title you can guess that I'm happy :) Not a bad thing but I don't know why. That isn't so bad, I know, it's just that after the happiness comes the fall I don't think I can recover from. Cos no matter how good I feel there will always be something to send me on an emotional whirlwind. It's the 3rd week of my diet and I feel so much better about myself. I really want chocolate tho :) It's so typical I start my diet on the first few day of the only sun we shall see all year round, no ice cream only water :(

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Sarskia

Jan 28, 2010

Falling face first into a brick wall

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I really need some of my girl friends!!! And at this very second they r in france skiing, fat lot of use they r there!! I am falling right to the person who stole my heart. I don;t know what ot think, or do! I think I am falling again, falling for the person who told me he loved me and nevered talked to me after that, the person who makes me happy when i'm with him. The person that showers me in gifts, the person that brought me a present on his birthday. The person who even now a month before mine is buying me presents saying they are early ones because he will forget my actual birthday but knowing only I would forget birthdays. I missed the

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Sarskia

Jan 13, 2010

paranoid

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Today we had a snow day...yay! well it would be if I wasn't in so much fricking pain! but it isn't just the pain from my triple ear infection! Ohno, its more then that, I wanna go to school, I wanna say happy birthday 2 Gina! But I can't cos if I move my head too much I might actually cry! School, the joyful yay that it is set us work! Oh yes, great british thinking! I refuse to do the work on the grounds that even if school was open I would not have gone in and should focus on healing (ahh that sounded kinda cheesy in my mind :D). I loaded up the school website and clicked on what I should be doing rather then reading harry potter. I flicked